Main project: I’d like to go back to the University to study psychology.
For ten years I’ve been focus on healing myself and getting out of deep suffering. It was ten years but actually it was a month after a month for years.I’d manage to make it through to become more alive.
Now I feel ready—it’s hard to tell if you are ready. Of course I have some questions that keep coming back in my mind.
- Am I going to be accepted to the University and what will I do if I’m not?
- Is it a good choice or an avoidance of some more concrete and deeper fear facing path?
- I’d like to create a side project where I can gain abilities in the digital world and connect with people, am I dreaming? Is there something real that could come out?
These were a few interrogations.
Now! A will
I’d really like to investigate and put things in place to support myself. Getting outside of my comfort zone regularly is a step I plan for myself. For analogy I go running 2 times a week, I can commit to get out in the less comfortable zone x times a week.
Thoughts on the process: having to right something and publish it is really something. I don’t know if someone else will ever read it, I’ll keep doing it for a while and making it better. For the moment it’s a way of trying to find a rythm, discovering what I think and making it shareable in the end. For now it’s bricolage.